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Good things,
Bad things.
Why is it so easy to complain,
but so hard to be thankful?
Why is it so easy to be upset,
but so hard to remain cheerful?
My guess…?
We highlight the wrong things.
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They all say the hospital smells of antiseptic.
But all I could smell was the cotton mask.
And the sense of worrisome hanging in the air.
The feeling of anxiousness so deep,
it makes me look up each time someone in the uniform passes by.
It makes my heart stop each time the announcement calls for kin of so-and-so.
Moreover, the sense of worrisome does not end the moment you see your kin.
You see the physical, but you don’t see the disease.
The things that are eating them on the inside.
It could be cancer cells,
Could be high blood pressure,
Could be diabetes,
Could be too much potassium.
Could be anything you can ever dream of.
Could be anything you can never dream of.
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The ups and downs of today.
Worrisome, distraction, dismal, joy, laughter, solemn, tears.
The different locations of today.
The hospital, the lecture theater, the studio, subway, starbucks, the van.
The most enjoyable of them all?
Strangely enough, was outdoors.
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Today had been a good day.
I wish we had more days like these.
Late night suppers, random chatting.
Good day, 
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Hey ya all!
This is a good time to start asking me out for my birthday. Heh.
The only things I’ve planned so far is clubbing @ REBEL 22 May, Friday.
CALL ME! 
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It’s 4.30am.
I’m at Jurong Hill, accompanied by a bunch of people.
They’re prawning.
I’m slacking.
Sigh,
Just proves how much patience I lack.
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Within a week.
I’ve cried at least 4 times,
Regretted things I’ve said,
Regretted things I’ve done,
Screwed up two presentations,
Got shot by people of higher authorities twice,
Got high on alcohol twice,
Felt like slapping someone once,
Felt like slapping myself thrice,
Felt that people should have slapped me twice,
Disappointed many people many times,
Disappointed myself many times,
Yelled at many people,
Grabbed one person by the collar,
Seen one other person cry,
Felt a few other people dying to cry,
Been dishonest countless times,
Scared at least 3 other people,
Upsetted 2 people quite badly,
Upsetted 2 people even more.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry…
Lord, You’re bigger den my bad week.
Lord, You’re bigger den my project.
Lord, You’re bigger den anything I’ve done right or wrong.
Lord, You’re bigger.
I’m sorry…
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I swear.
Who the heck gives them the bloody right to see me as a china whore?
Just because I’m wearing a dress and wedges, makes me a slut?
Seriously, wanna find whores, go to the popular areas lah!!!
GEYLANG LORONG 34 IS SUPPOSED TO BE CLEAN!!! CLEAN OF WHORES!!!!
WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO COME TO THEIR SENSES?!
The other time, even worse.
Some uncle on the lorry was looking at me with those eyes.
UGH. If only I could dig them out!!!
WHAT THE HELL LOR.
PLS LA. IT WAS ONLY JEANS AND TANK CAN.
WHAT WHAT WHAT. WEAR HEELS MEANS SLUT AH?
HUH! NORMAL GIRLS CANNOT WEAR HEELS MEH.
YOU STUPID MAN. I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL AND DIE!!!
DIEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGH.
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What if,
You bought something,
With someone in mind…
Does that thing belong to that person now?
Can you bury it somewhere and pretend it never existed?
I need to be very cautious now. *tiptoes across the room*
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Wow. Such a moment.
Has left me with a blocked nose, understanding mind, and a wet towel.
I love you, mom.
